Well, never wanted to blog about this..
Cos dont really wanna put sad stuff on my blog..
Was just flipping through my photo albums hunting for a suitable picture for Jing’s pressie..
Came across many of my photos with Shishi :(
I still cant accept the fact that she’s leaving us for a year on 15th May..
Part of me feels empty, part of me feels happy for her..
It’s those mixed feelings.. that I can’t really put down in words.
As I am writing this..
Tears are welling up in my eyes..
I have never been a fan of farewells..
When Jas left Jing and me in J1..
I hated it, and kinda didnt really forgive her for that..
But.. I guess as time went by, I started to accept reality for it is..
Then Ning left..
One by one.. the people closest to me left…
I don’t need many friends..
All I need is a couple of close friends…
People whom I know I will cherish for a lifetime..
Today, marks Jing’s 21st birthday party..
And it could very well also be the last time I will be playing with Shi before she leaves for US..
I am going to hold back my tears and enjoy today to the fullest :)
To the dear friend whom Jackie introduced…
To the dear friend who survived many crazy modules with me..
To the dear friend whom I knew and shared so many secrets with since FOC…
To the dear friend who went Vietnam with me…
To the dear friend who is very much like me, shopping wise and in some ways character wise..
To the dear friend whom I will miss badly..
Thank you Shishi, I am thankful for meeting you, knowing you, and being my best friend…
Thank you for listening to all my rants…
I will miss you my dear..
Take good care of yourself in USA, and when you are back..
I hope your hair’s finally long enough to curl! :)
And to my darling bestie, have fun!! :)
Enjoy the party! Don’t be too stressed kaes!
It’s your day! :)